Welcome to my Little Book of Shadows~
When I began the journey to come out of the broom closet, I will admit that I did not expect it to take so long. I got side
tracked. Many of you who have waited for me to keep my promises have found other places to play. I still intend to keep
those promises. I'm fighting to keep those promises. I'm off that other track in every way thinkable. So now, on my own, I have no one left but me.
as I have advised hundreds of others at crossroads in their lives, you are enough. You are all you need. I am walking the talk and not just
talking the talk. This seems to be my final journey. I am out of the arts community (although someday I hope to go back).
I have no more reasons to hide. I no longer have family members who might be embarrassed living with a woman who "believes in all that junk."
The pagan community over the past 30 years at first said i couln't be a hereditary witch unless I studied Gardnerian witchcraft.
Well, i did that. But to take my first steps out of the closet I wanted to blur the lines where my Family Tradition met Wicca.
The community is growing up> I stand in the center of three circles that overlap now. The Sisters of Sehkmet from the Temple of Goddess
Spirituality dedicated to Sehkmet, the Desert Moon Circle that is largely Wiccan and Vegas Vortex that runs from non-pagan
white-lighters, to witches, to ex-hippies, to quantum physicicians, to alian abductees, and overlaps the other two circles, so
we largely manage to accept each other's paths as valid and beautiful. Because of this I've proved to myself that I can be more specific
about those things in my tradition that differs from Wicca. I have a lot of revisions to my website.
A lot of new beginnings. Some of that
new beginning is my friend Vince Martin who invited me to be a cohost on his web radio show, Talk with Vince.
It's taken a year for us to
mesh in a comfortable way as he is not a witch, metaphysicial or occultist. He specializes in conspiracy theories, alien studies and other
weird and wild subjects. I'm a pretty good yin to his yang and we are learning a bit from each other, which is always good, because that
means our audience in 45 countries will be learning something too. You can find past shows here:
I have been on my spiritual/magickal journey for only 40 years, so I am by no means an expert. But I have
learned a few things that you may not have learned from others on our path. Mine has been a three-fold
commitment, a quest for self knowledge/self improvement, for magickal study/wisdom, and for spiritual
enlightenment/exploration. If you are not familiar with paganism and witchcraft (magick), this site will give you some insights.
If you are familiar with paganism and witchcraft (magick), you will find familiar subjects here. However, I step off the path
often. This site is content heavy because I come from an oral tradition and I am the first of my line
to try and write it all down which is formidable since I come from a long line of storytellers and writers.
So, don't be surprised that you can't get through this site in one sitting. But don't be dissuaded from
book-marking the site and taking it a bit at a time. Magick, like life and love and music, art, philosophy,
children and every other thing that is worthwhile - takes time. I predict that the investment will be worth
You will not find the standard Wiccan FAQ texts here. I am not Wiccan, even as I honor Wicca as the parent
of modern witchcraft and neopaganism. Here, you will
neither find Doreen Valiente’s beautiful Charge of the Goddess nor her complete or abbreviated Wiccan Rede.
Neither will you find Scott Cunningham’s ubiquitous 13 Goals of the Witch frome his great book Wicca: A Guide for the Solitary
Practitioner nor Isaac Bonewits’ excellent Laws
of Magick, all of which can be found cut and pasted on countless Wiccan/Pagan sites. (It is wisdom that you
should pursue however, and my links will help you there.) My goal is to share new insights or new views on some
old insights.) I am also not New Age or Hindu. You will not get lessons on texturizing your auras. (I’m in a “say something argyle” mood!)
The joy of life is the ever-present knowledge that you are
a child of nature. An intricate facet of the whole,
necessary to its function. When you loose this knowledge,
you learn detachment, self-protection, mistrust and subjugation.
from The Book of Gen
Wicca has not so much influenced my path, as that which influenced Wicca’s path, has influenced my path.
The parent of my pagan path was my mother, as the parent of her path was hers. I claim no lineage beyond
these two women and I claim no purity of any kind, but I know their extensive knowledge was not
grown in a vacuum. I built this site to honor my ancestors and their teachings and to add some
alternative seasoning to the philosophical stew.
Love is its principle and Joy is its theme
That was the philosophy behind my mother’s magickal tradition. Mother called her path, The Science.
And like nature, it was an evolving version of The Craft that her mother taught her. It was a spiritual
philosophy, an intellectual pursuit and a magickal way of life that celebrated the balance and connectivity
of all things, physical, mental, emotional and spiritual. An initiatory tradition that I can trace back to
the late 1800s, it combines both mystery and fertility traditions. It is both the celebration of nature and
the study of nature’s nature. I took an oath when I was 13 to pursue certain goals for self-improvement and
the wellbeing of my family, my immediate environment, and if I got good enough, for everyone else. I also took
an oath of secrecy that, to one degree, I broke with this site - because - I was told I'd know when it was time.
And I thought it was time.
In the past six years, you've told me that I was correct in doing so. And I thank you for that.
Rules of the Site
If what I say resonates with you, it is merely
because we are both branches on the same tree.
- W. B . Yeats
Other internet authors employ electronic safeguards
to protect their copyrights. You will not find them on this site. I am employing you to safeguard my copyrights.
Take anything you want, post it anywhere you like, or keep it for yourself - just add my byline: Ardriana Cahill.
If you like, add my link. This site is growing again and I have much to give away. Please share, but don’t steal
from me – partner with me. If your ego needs to claim my words as if they were your own, I will simply say,
They Will Not Serve You.
Should you find something on this site incorrectly attributed or not attributed that should be, contact me and
I will immediately remove it or correct it as necessary.
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